Monday, April 12, 2010

how am I going to do it?

I woke early this morning for the bathroom, and walking back to bed my confused mind thought I had only one and a half more weeks left at home.  I nearly had a heart attack right there!  I don't have that much more left though - just 2 and a half weeks, and now I am wondering how on earth I am going to do it!?  When I started my maternity leave (well, before I started it), I thought the 6 months would go by much slower than it has, that I would be looking forward to going back to work.  The 6 months has gone by in a flash, it feels like only yesterday that my boy was born...  I am looking forward to going back to work - just for some "variety", adult conversation during the day, less "baby", and some mental stimulation.  But how am I going to manage without my boy!?  This little person has really become such a big part of my life, more than I probably ever could have imagined.  So, now I am starting my count down...


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Oh Sweets, I feel your pain honey. I'm in a similar boat - not 2.5 weeks to go tho - more like 2.5 months. But still, in the back of my mind I'm doing the countdown clock. I wish I could turn it off and just be in the moment with my little person.

I'm with you about the good bits about going back to work - I think if I wasn't going back to work, and we *just* had the one, then I'd need to do some serious volunteer work using my business skills to stay sane. I think if we had 2 then I might not have time to worry about my mental capacity :)

Enjoy these last weeks - pick out those favourite photos for your desk.

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There's a Happy 101 Blogging Award sitting over at my place for you :)